( for Sam, his second chance is being a brother, not choosing isolation again, if the unthinkable happens again. he won't talk about it in these terms, but he does kick himself for doing everything alone. he doesn't know if he would've gone to any other extremes. dean's death had a finality to it Sam never felt before.
maybe that was Chuck.
screw Chuck.
but for Rowena, she has a slew of second chances. at living. at her brand of fun. at mentoring. mentoring him. he's going to take her up on it. it's on his list. his list that he started and that just keeps getting longer. )
( it's a light tease of his name, that fonder eyeroll that she hopes he can imagine even though all he'll see written is his name. but samuel, how dare you make such true insinuations )
The curse isn't there yet. But I haven't precisely made my apartment easy to access either.
( with the knowledge contained there, the book of the damned, the black grimoire, her life's notes and spells... no, she's no fool )
Most will hopefully be put off by seeing Hell first.
( not that she couldn't have the stamina or willpower to build Hell from the ground up, he's aware of Horizon limitations. so, don't worry, this isn't about judgment or worry. just a response. )
I may be but it's your space, and his, it always has been.
( aka she's not wandering into someone's house uninvited even if she's allowed there. she'll wait to meet one of them there lest she be accused of anything )
Besides, I'd have less to discover later if I poked around now. As many of its secrets as I do already know.
( she'll see. and maybe check in on to make sure it does still feel okay to him. there's accepting magic tutoring from her and accepting a wider power, even if this manifestation was more of a dream-state than reality )
Do let me know the next time you're there, since seeing you actually in person is so limited.
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Date: 2024-12-17 01:56 am (UTC)maybe that was Chuck.
screw Chuck.
but for Rowena, she has a slew of second chances. at living. at her brand of fun. at mentoring. mentoring him. he's going to take her up on it. it's on his list. his list that he started and that just keeps getting longer. )
𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐈'𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐮𝐩 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭.
( there's no delicate way of asking this, and he assumes the answer, but he still wants to ask. )
𝐖𝐚𝐬 𝐢𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐞𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞?
( is it spelled? is it spelled against everyone? including him?
he assumes not. )
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Date: 2024-12-17 02:30 am (UTC)( it's a light tease of his name, that fonder eyeroll that she hopes he can imagine even though all he'll see written is his name. but samuel, how dare you make such true insinuations )
The curse isn't there yet. But I haven't precisely made my apartment easy to access either.
( with the knowledge contained there, the book of the damned, the black grimoire, her life's notes and spells... no, she's no fool )
Most will hopefully be put off by seeing Hell first.
( and not think to try that other door )
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Date: 2024-12-17 02:34 am (UTC)𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘮𝘢𝘥𝘦 𝘏𝘦𝘭𝘭.
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Date: 2024-12-17 03:23 am (UTC)Not in its entirety. A part for me and a protection.
( she pauses just for a brief moment before adding )
No one is there. It's my throne room. A statement.
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Date: 2024-12-17 03:31 am (UTC)( not that she couldn't have the stamina or willpower to build Hell from the ground up, he's aware of Horizon limitations. so, don't worry, this isn't about judgment or worry. just a response. )
𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐚𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭. 𝐌𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐧'𝐬 𝐇𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐳𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐭. 𝐉𝐨𝐝𝐲 𝐌𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐬' 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐮𝐧𝐤𝐞𝐫. 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞'𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐩𝐚𝐭𝐡 𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐑𝐨𝐚𝐝𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞. 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞, 𝐰𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐮𝐧𝐤𝐞𝐫. 𝘋𝘦𝘢𝘯 𝘨𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘤𝘤𝘦𝘴𝘴?
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Date: 2024-12-17 06:57 am (UTC)( though she now had more to investigate if sam's space also connected )
Though I haven't been without Dean there.
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Date: 2024-12-19 05:21 pm (UTC)( A joke, of sorts. )
𝐈'𝐦 𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞.
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Date: 2024-12-19 06:01 pm (UTC)( aka she's not wandering into someone's house uninvited even if she's allowed there. she'll wait to meet one of them there lest she be accused of anything )
Besides, I'd have less to discover later if I poked around now. As many of its secrets as I do already know.
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Date: 2024-12-19 06:09 pm (UTC)𝐑𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐧𝐚, 𝐰𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐢𝐭𝐬' 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐬. 𝐓𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐈 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐞 𝐝𝐨 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰, 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐞𝐥𝐬𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐮𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐦𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐮𝐩𝐨𝐧.
( Like the Wicked Witch of the West. )
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Date: 2024-12-19 06:20 pm (UTC)Well, if anything is missing I suppose you'll be able to adjust that.
( things that sam knew that dean had forgotten )
If needed anyway.
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Date: 2024-12-19 06:22 pm (UTC)( That's how you put it, right? )
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Date: 2024-12-20 03:16 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2024-12-23 07:23 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2024-12-23 02:33 pm (UTC)Do let me know the next time you're there, since seeing you actually in person is so limited.
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Date: 2024-12-31 01:04 am (UTC)( or, you should if you need to. aka don't be a stranger. )